Sometimes when you are just going along in life, something comes out of the blue that you didn't see coming and didn't expect. That has happenend to me. I have been away for a few days, and need to be away for a few more. No creating, just great sadness.
Remember, we are all mortal, and it really is the funny, sweet little things you do that get remembered by your friends and family.
Taking care of yourself extends your life you guys, and then you are around to do the sweet things your family loves.